♥ him .

Just looking at you and smiling a few times a day,
I've told you hundreds of times, "you're the love of my life".
And I've told you, in this corrupt world,
You're the only one my restless mind can trust.
Though you thought I'd change my mind about you,
If you felt uneasy I smiled and told you that'd never happen.
In my endlessly wandering, hollow heart
The only place I can rest is in you but
I hate myself for having strayed from you.

Even today I'm wrapped up in what I'm doing and erasing you from my life .

Even though I stray from you, don't you ever stray from me .
Even though I forget about you, don't you forget me .
Even though I drink and don't call,
Even if I briefly meet eyes with another girl .
"Only look at me"
Tonight you've waited for me 'til the break of day again.
You're talking to me through tears, saying I've changed.
But facing you, my feelings for you are the same as before.
Though I soothe you countless times,
I'm gonna have a hard time without you.
Sometimes I lose my breath just thinking about you.

he's my spirit . ilysm dear . ;] .

wuut2 ~ . ( FHM ♥ MAHA ) . wuut2 ~ .