Big Girls Don't Cry . :'(

It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone .

um , 

no one who want to treat me .
no one can fill my heart I'm right nauseating .
no one can be a place where I am grieving .

better alone and find peace in this life .

xde org pon nk lyan ak nehh ,

ak xspndai korg ,

ak xschantek korg ,

ak xsmpurna korg ,

I live in a life full of hatred

hidup ak kucar kacir ase nye , 

xde org yg syg kt ak ,

lebeyh baek ak jdy pndiam & org xnmpk ak .

 Lau ak xd'lahirkn d'sini ,

ak d'lahirkn d'tmpt lain ,

smstinya hidup ak bhagia ,

xde unsur2 drama .

I count and count the memories
My heart can't rest for even a moment
It'll just become baggage that becomes hard to control
Why can't I even throw them away ?

 P / s | I miss my father so the father if the father was there, I can tell all my misery.